It is the first year in 11 years that I have not sung in a choir. YUCK!!!!!!!!
1998-2000 EJJC
2000-2004 ECC
2004-2008 Kokopelli
2005-2006 Grade 9 Choir
2006-2007 Grade 10 Choir
2008-2009 Grade 12 Concert Choir
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QS5lJOvtqR4
The best song ever written.
Sorry ~Maria Mena
Vague sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry
Sorry ~Maria Mena
Vague sound of rain
pierces through my song again
but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
so I let it burn
I just poured my heart out
there's bits of it on the floor
And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water
And call him up for more
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
He grabs my wrists
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry
Friday, September 4, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
Movies of 2009 I would like to see.
Julie & Julia (opens August 7th)
The Time Travellers Wife (opens August 14th)
(500) Days of Summer (opens September 4th)
Post Grad (opens August 21st)
All About Steve (opens September 4th)
Love Happens (opens September 18th)
Surrogates (opens September 25th)
The Invention of Lying (opens September 25th)
Couples Retreat (opens October 9th)
An Education (opens October 22nd)
2012 (opens November 13th)
New Moon (opens November 20th)
Planet 51 (opens November 20th)
Old Dogs (opens November 25th)
It's Complicated (opens December 25th)
The Time Travellers Wife (opens August 14th)
(500) Days of Summer (opens September 4th)
Post Grad (opens August 21st)
All About Steve (opens September 4th)
Love Happens (opens September 18th)
Surrogates (opens September 25th)
The Invention of Lying (opens September 25th)
Couples Retreat (opens October 9th)
An Education (opens October 22nd)
2012 (opens November 13th)
New Moon (opens November 20th)
Planet 51 (opens November 20th)
Old Dogs (opens November 25th)
It's Complicated (opens December 25th)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
One way streets
I have lost ALOT of friends in the last few years. I have realized that I am one of those girls that people are friends with (in general) because its convenient. Yes, I have some friends who are clear exceptions but for the most part that is how things have worked for me.
Even people I have called my best friends in the past few years dont talk to me, unless I start up a conversation. I have lost so many friends. And I am SO hurt. and SO angry. I'm done with people who make me start all conversations. If they really wanted to talk to me, they could have started a conversation too. Its a two way street.
I am tired of starting all the conversations. I dont feel important to anyone anymore. I'm not important enough to start a conversation with. I dont need to be the one to always say the first words. Its nice sometimes, but I'm tired of living on one way streets.
I have learned that my close friends think I'm important, but I'm tired of feeling unimportant to everyone else. I give up. If you dont want to start a conversation, you clearly dont want to talk to me. I get that. I just give up caring so much.
Even people I have called my best friends in the past few years dont talk to me, unless I start up a conversation. I have lost so many friends. And I am SO hurt. and SO angry. I'm done with people who make me start all conversations. If they really wanted to talk to me, they could have started a conversation too. Its a two way street.
I am tired of starting all the conversations. I dont feel important to anyone anymore. I'm not important enough to start a conversation with. I dont need to be the one to always say the first words. Its nice sometimes, but I'm tired of living on one way streets.
I have learned that my close friends think I'm important, but I'm tired of feeling unimportant to everyone else. I give up. If you dont want to start a conversation, you clearly dont want to talk to me. I get that. I just give up caring so much.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
I am bored tonight. And cyberspace needs to know more about me.
I love to drink tea on cold days.
I hate handwriting. Reading it, and writing it.
I like my dog nog, more than most things that exist.
I dont like sleeping with socks on.
I like peanut butter and cheese wiz sandwiches.
I dont like snow.
I like to sleep in.
I dont like air dryed towels. I dont like the crunch.
I like baths. WAY more than showers.
My favourite colour is Teal.
I dont like having toe nails. They hurt.
I like to play piano.
I dont like eating brussel sprouts.
I dont sit still very well.
I really like pickles.
I really like spiral macaroni.
My favourite key is g flat.
My favourite interval is a perfect 4th.
All of my favourite chords involve 7ths, 9ths, or 4ths.
I really like the number 3.
I really dont like hugs with most people.
I'm terrified of germs.
I like rain, but I dont like thunder.
I like to look at eyes.
I'm really interested in genetics.
I want to be a teacher when I grow up.
I dont want to grow up.
I liked english until gr.12.
I like romantic comedies. They are nice.
I am left handed.
It takes me a really long time to fall asleep.
I like boys who are musical.
I would really like to get to know a homeless person for a day.
I dont even like someone right now, and I am excited to dance with my dad at my wedding.
I like road trips.
I feel REALLY offended when someone makes other plans, and simply forget that we already had some.
I have corn dogs probably once or twice a year, but they are my favourite food hands down.
I think scallop potatoes are the worst invention human kind has come up with. Or a close second to nuclear weapons.
I have a love hate relationship with Greys Anatomy. Its my favourite show, and its the most frustrating hour of my week aswell.
I hate handwriting. Reading it, and writing it.
I like my dog nog, more than most things that exist.
I dont like sleeping with socks on.
I like peanut butter and cheese wiz sandwiches.
I dont like snow.
I like to sleep in.
I dont like air dryed towels. I dont like the crunch.
I like baths. WAY more than showers.
My favourite colour is Teal.
I dont like having toe nails. They hurt.
I like to play piano.
I dont like eating brussel sprouts.
I dont sit still very well.
I really like pickles.
I really like spiral macaroni.
My favourite key is g flat.
My favourite interval is a perfect 4th.
All of my favourite chords involve 7ths, 9ths, or 4ths.
I really like the number 3.
I really dont like hugs with most people.
I'm terrified of germs.
I like rain, but I dont like thunder.
I like to look at eyes.
I'm really interested in genetics.
I want to be a teacher when I grow up.
I dont want to grow up.
I liked english until gr.12.
I like romantic comedies. They are nice.
I am left handed.
It takes me a really long time to fall asleep.
I like boys who are musical.
I would really like to get to know a homeless person for a day.
I dont even like someone right now, and I am excited to dance with my dad at my wedding.
I like road trips.
I feel REALLY offended when someone makes other plans, and simply forget that we already had some.
I have corn dogs probably once or twice a year, but they are my favourite food hands down.
I think scallop potatoes are the worst invention human kind has come up with. Or a close second to nuclear weapons.
I have a love hate relationship with Greys Anatomy. Its my favourite show, and its the most frustrating hour of my week aswell.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Graduation.
Sometimes, I'm afraid to say how i really feel. So I come to my blog, and I write it here. Only a few people know about this blog, and I feel safe here.
I'm terrified of graduating. I'm terrified of losing the friends i have. And I know what everyone says. "If they are important friends, you will find a way to stay in touch." But that's not the reality. Sometimes, I have really important friends and sometimes we lose touch. And I hate that. i hate that we will catch up once or twice, talk about what is going on our lives now, and leave the coffee house, and see each other again in 6 months.
Some of my friends are moving far away for school. I know they are only an email away. But they aren't down the hall, in the school that feels so big, but is a very small place comparatively.
And most of my other friends, I am leaving behind. I'm the one graduating, and they are all left behind. I have made some incredible friends this year, that have helped me through alot.
I'm tired of the stupid drama, and the silly boys. I'm tired of highschool drama, and crappy cafeteria food. I'm tired of finding that the stall I'm in has no toilet paper, or the bathroom has no soap at all. I'm tired of walking through hallways with no floor or ceiling tiles, and missing walls. I'm sick of moving classrooms for construction, and cranky librarians. And I'm especially sick of the cat ears, and tails.
I'm tired of these things. But they add character. These things make up the place I call my second home. I have spent 6 years here. There are dancers in the hallways, and a piano in the main lobby. This place is filled with love and passion for the arts. I love walking through the hallways.
I'm terrified of growing up. Things are complicated, and convoluted.
Nothing Lasts for ever.
I'm terrified of graduating. I'm terrified of losing the friends i have. And I know what everyone says. "If they are important friends, you will find a way to stay in touch." But that's not the reality. Sometimes, I have really important friends and sometimes we lose touch. And I hate that. i hate that we will catch up once or twice, talk about what is going on our lives now, and leave the coffee house, and see each other again in 6 months.
Some of my friends are moving far away for school. I know they are only an email away. But they aren't down the hall, in the school that feels so big, but is a very small place comparatively.
And most of my other friends, I am leaving behind. I'm the one graduating, and they are all left behind. I have made some incredible friends this year, that have helped me through alot.
I'm tired of the stupid drama, and the silly boys. I'm tired of highschool drama, and crappy cafeteria food. I'm tired of finding that the stall I'm in has no toilet paper, or the bathroom has no soap at all. I'm tired of walking through hallways with no floor or ceiling tiles, and missing walls. I'm sick of moving classrooms for construction, and cranky librarians. And I'm especially sick of the cat ears, and tails.
I'm tired of these things. But they add character. These things make up the place I call my second home. I have spent 6 years here. There are dancers in the hallways, and a piano in the main lobby. This place is filled with love and passion for the arts. I love walking through the hallways.
I'm terrified of growing up. Things are complicated, and convoluted.
Nothing Lasts for ever.
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