Movies of 2009 I would like to see.

Julie & Julia (opens August 7th)

The Time Travellers Wife (opens August 14th)

(500) Days of Summer (opens September 4th)

Post Grad (opens August 21st)

All About Steve (opens September 4th)

Love Happens (opens September 18th)

Surrogates (opens September 25th)

The Invention of Lying (opens September 25th)

Couples Retreat (opens October 9th)

An Education (opens October 22nd)

2012 (opens November 13th)

New Moon (opens November 20th)

Planet 51 (opens November 20th)

Old Dogs (opens November 25th)

It's Complicated (opens December 25th)

One way streets

I have lost ALOT of friends in the last few years. I have realized that I am one of those girls that people are friends with (in general) because its convenient. Yes, I have some friends who are clear exceptions but for the most part that is how things have worked for me.
Even people I have called my best friends in the past few years dont talk to me, unless I start up a conversation. I have lost so many friends. And I am SO hurt. and SO angry. I'm done with people who make me start all conversations. If they really wanted to talk to me, they could have started a conversation too. Its a two way street.

I am tired of starting all the conversations. I dont feel important to anyone anymore. I'm not important enough to start a conversation with. I dont need to be the one to always say the first words. Its nice sometimes, but I'm tired of living on one way streets.

I have learned that my close friends think I'm important, but I'm tired of feeling unimportant to everyone else. I give up. If you dont want to start a conversation, you clearly dont want to talk to me. I get that. I just give up caring so much.